My first "week" at UNL is over. I'm glad it's Sabbath and there's time for rest. My two days at UNL were bad and good. The first, orientation, was way too long and ended with a headache. The second, my first day at my new job, was much better. I met good people, got a new feel for what I will be doing, and generally enjoyed my day.
Bad or good, I felt God leading me both days. When I was getting ready on the first morning I had my music on shuffle. Some might say that shuffle is just controlled by electronics and circuits. And that may be true. And I often feel that God uses the shuffle function to let me here a reminder at just the right moment. Because just as I started listening to the music I heard "His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me." And I remembered that going to UNL doesn't take me out of God's care. And I can still trust Him to keep me in His care.
Then, after that no-good day was over (actually by the end of it my headache was gone and I had laughed some good laughs with Ben, Leslie and Nancy), I read a page of My Utmost for His Highest, a favorite book of mine. Again, here I believe God uses my randomness to bring out important messages. I try to read one each day, but I'm not nearly as consistent as I'd like to be. So I was reading a page from March but I it was the one I needed to read. Here's what it said:
Faith never knows where it is being led, but it loves and knows the One Who is leading. It is a life of faith, not of intellect and reason, but a life of knowing Who makes us "go." The root of faith is the knowledge of a Person, and one of the biggest snares is the idea that God is sure to lead us to success.
The life of faith is not a life of mounting up with wings, but a life of walking and not fainting.
Oswald Chambers has some good thoughts and that doesn't mean that I have to agree 100% with all of them. I agree almost completely with his thought here, the only thing I would change or add is at the end. I would contend that the life of walking and not fainting--the life of walking with God--is soaring compared the life of walking alone. I choose soaring.
One major updraft in my soaring life is that Shelli came back to Lincoln yesterday! I would write more but I'd rather go see her.